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When there are cute boys at F.I.T but they’re taken and straight. 

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Highlight of my day:

Seeing a Falcon or Hawk eating a squirrel on a tree like a beast. The powerful beak action and all. The poor thing must of been hella frightened. I only saw the tail hanging below the big claws of the bird. Everyone stopped and stared, took pictures or recorded, looking so fascinated. I was in shock. My mind and eyes need to be washed. I am now very frightened to ever look at birds or do any research on them. It was enough after that bird project now experiencing this was just hella sick. It was one fierce bird. Now I am scared to look out my window, I was already scared because of that BIG ass owl that sat on a friends AC that just stared at her. The creepiness from birds have officially scared me away. Strange things happen in NYC.. where are these birds coming from. Pigeons are the only exception and seagulls. Scarred for life. The image is too graphic for me, the flesh and all. *pukes*

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How do I not get hated on by everyone? 

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I hate when people can be so fake. Don’t tell me you’re grateful for all the things I have done for you etc. Stop. If you don’t want to be friends with me just tell me. I haven’t done anything wrong to you. When you needed help, I helped you with nothing in return. I cherished our friendship a lot more than the rest because you were there during my toughest time in life. I make time for you and check up on you to see how you’re doing with school etc. In the end you chose the same decision just like the last person who did the same exact things towards me. I am truly disappointed in you. Whether you are still following me on tumblr or not this post is for you. We do have mutual friends so if you block me I know very well. Anyways I hope you’re doing great with your life. 

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I hate being the oldest. Ugh. It sucks. 

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I don’t know why but if someone knows my horrid past, or will find out or is about to and I get a sense, I would normally distant myself from that person. Sucks but oh wells. One day I will stop doing that. I can’t help but run away from my past. 

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Someone be my cuddle buddy cause the weather just randomly got cold. Sitting next to the window and the wind blowing is so cold wtf. Summer get your shit together. 

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One thing I suck at: 

Replying to text messages unless it was imsg.. I sort of feel bad for everyone who text me and are samsung users because I reply super slow just cause… :[ 

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If someone was truly your friend, they wouldn’t just walk out of your life without a reason, and Facebook shouldn’t be the way you find out. I am fine with everyone walking out of my life. It’s you’re option to do so. It’s also another reason why I don’t trust people nor do I open up to people. It’s because of people like you. I know you know many secrets of mine and the problems I deal with that I don’t tell many people. It’s just hurts me a bit to hear the reason why from someone else. What makes me upset is that you chose a “friend” of mine over me. And the thing is that “friend” always does that shit to me. She meets my friends and then they choose her over me. I honestly do not like her because it happens over and over again and she acts like nothing happened. I am chilled about it and I don’t let it bother me but sometimes it just makes me feel annoyed. You can haha and fake laugh all you want in front of me because I will keep my distance from you. I tried to trust you but it’s really hard. I don’t hate you either. Just know you’re not my real friend because you know what’s going on and you just left it that way. 

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While cooking today, I accidentally cut my index finger with a big knife. I freaked out a bit, and started feeling dizzy. It’s my first time feeling that way with my own blood. I was freaking out when I had to go find a bandaid. If I didn’t hurry up to put it on and finish cooking I think I would of passed out and no one would of noticed. I tried drinking something really cold and it did not help. I know I have hemophobia but to be scared of my own today was the first. Maybe it has to do with what happened last yr. I know if I got a bloody cut in a different way I wouldn’t have panic and all. It was a deep cut too. Bleh. 

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If I ever get married in the future, I want that person to be able to support my future goals and my dreams, instead of crushing them like my parents. A slight encouragement will be helpful. If that person can’t be okay with that then its off unless his future goals and dreams are bigger than mine where I can give up mine for his. Idunno. It all depends. All dreams and goals are big, but having support and encouragement from someone you love lifts up some of the weight. It’s better than having them crushed with a questionable future. 

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