I stopped making 11:11 wishes after my one wish came true… then i had no hope.
I am so happy, today is prom! my childhood dreams finally happening except I dont have a date :x fuck that. At least im going to prom.
watching the sky brighten up 4am in the morning brings back so much memories.. for a moment it felt like august then the flashbacks from 2 years ago. how stupid i was that summer. I then thought about this summer… I feel like im going to live through that summer again waking up feeling crappy, unable to sleep just waiting for the sky to brighten up, feeling sad, and lonely. “Summer fling” does not help me here at all. It only hurt.
One crazy saturday to remember!
Extremely tired & frustrated. It’s not even the finals that’s causing me to be like this. I only have 1 final so that’s light work . Ugh. I hate whatever I am dealing with. I just can’t deal with it anymore. Day by day I get extremely frustrated & tired. I am starting to feel impatient. Ugh. Summer just fucking start already. I can’t take this shit anymore. I just want to sleep through the day and forget about life until college start. Or maybe I should go back to the old habit of staying out every saturday night partying and drinking. Argggg. I also hate this gloomy weather. It makes me feel so lonely, tired, and very shitty. T.T